Alrighty folks. :) hope you're all doing well!
Today was a loooong day. I went to see my new boss today to sort out some paper work. I'm really excited when I saw what I'd be doing it looks FAB...but, my job is pending occupational health clearance..which made me feel super stressed. I can even hear God saying to me 'why be stressed? don't you trust me? everything will be fine. I've taken care of you thus far, what makes you think I won't keep taking care of you?' He's AMAZING. I wish I could show people sometimes what God does for me in my life, and everyone's lives.
Anyways, on the food front, not a good day. Yesterday I ate healthily, but today,...gosh, I couldn't even list all the rubbish I've eaten. Arghhh. Did walk quite a lot though, although not enough to compensate for the insanity which was my eating. Anyways, I found this blog the other day written by this AMAZING chick- check her out kassandralexis.blogspot.com -oh my goodness...she's AMAZING. She' s super beautiful and lives a life for God....
Sometimes I look at people like that in awe, and so wish I could be like that...I've been trying to manage my weight for years as you guys know....and keep failing. I keep getting up everyday and trying. I can't stop trying. I know God has given me a healthy body to begin with which I abuse when I go on food binges....I know that I need to pull myself together. Every time I want to go on a food binges ,...I should just instead give the money to charity, or the Haiti quake...NO MORE EXCUSES.
I'm not so sure that I'm the kind of girl who wakes up and says 'right, now this has to stop' but it has to stop. It's destroying my life. Actually, not it. I am destroying my life by doing this.
In other news, thank you ALL. Really
Hope you guys are all doing well. Hugs.
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